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we don’t know people just because we know their names. nor their address or age.
my mother says i was born happy. maybe i was. but it’s hard to be happy all the time. i am cheerful and jolly when i’m at my best. then i can laugh real hard and love everything around me. i am complex though. i read people quickly. i then decide, quickly, whether they’re are interessting for me to know. unfortunately i come off reserved and serious, when people don’t know me. i actually just want to laugh and make fun of stuff and have people think i’m fun to be around. that’s why it’s hard for me to get to know people - i seem reserved. i wish i was different that way, but i’m not. and sometimes i’m glad. and a lot of times i’m the “i told you so” person. i do have a lot of friends - i am a thankful for every one of them. i am good in school. i don’t know if others think of me as a nerd, i don’t really strain myself to be good. it just comes itself - that’s why i have skyhigh expectations to myself. i rarely let myself down, but when i do, i get sad real bad.
sometimes i do not understand myself.
i express myself better in english than in my own language sometimes. i think english is beautiful. i am full of love and i am very sensitive, although to proud to cry very often in front of others beside my boyfriend/mom/dad.
i love those persons much by the way. i think you know me better now. and you didn’t even get to hear what country i live in. or what music i listen to. but you are welcome to ask me anything you want. i love questions. ♥
